I hate how some words never fade. I can't stand the silence in the night as word come alive. To hurt me, to tease me to break me. I never ask them to be so true. They all come from the cruel. I hate   how this tears will not stop running, so hot on my face. so pathetic. So hate me! hate me until you break me :')

  

I know Its been awhile Im not blogging this blog but today is my Birthday! here I'm back to blogging well hi everyone :) today is the most special day for me and I could not feel that. something I do not know what passed through my mind this but it is something that is difficult is illustrated .now I feel as if nothing in this world so much tears painful it cause penetrating into the heart  :'/ and right now I'am fucking boredome waiting for someone who cant love you back it kill me slowly. #take a deep breath. one should not die because of love but Im getting old day by day! Anyway thanks for all who wish my birthday for today <3