I know Its been awhile Im not blogging this blog but today is my Birthday! here I'm back to blogging well hi everyone :) today is the most special day for me and I could not feel that. something I do not know what passed through my mind this but it is something that is difficult is illustrated .now I feel as if nothing in this world so much tears painful it cause penetrating into the heart  :'/ and right now I'am fucking boredome waiting for someone who cant love you back it kill me slowly. #take a deep breath. one should not die because of love but Im getting old day by day! Anyway thanks for all who wish my birthday for today <3